i have been posting alot lately and probably will continue to do so bcause of all im going through right now. i am so very blessed to have stumbled upon this site. i have never met so many wonderful, caring people. i know, i have made some mistakes (and continue to do so, despite my best intentions) and im sorry for that. i promise i will try to do better. i just wanted to take a moment to say thank you to all of you who have helped me and im sure will continue to do so. i hope from time to time i have been of some help to a few of you. thanks again and my best to all! cbear