It makes me sad that a so called Christian Foundation that you have been working with can be so amoral when dealing with its workers(as in you). How dare they treat you so badly.
What is our world doing, so greed orientated. There is just no recognition of time and energy put into the job anymore. I work parttime for 3 institutions, one of them is a state government technical college who I've been with since 1987, they cut my hours last year and this year I have no guarantee of any hours. I know the government has cut funding to these educational institutions but I hate the fact there is no recognition of all the extra hours I have put into that place to get it running smoothly. I'm just a wage to be saved after all these years! It sounds as if they're treating you the same way.
My job place will be stuck without me because if they let me go I remove all my equipment that I've lent to them. One of my co workers pointed this out at a staff meeting and seemingly they were surprised, I mean hello If I'm not there why would I leave my stuff!
Sorry to rant about my own problems. I hope now you can get your pain meds that life will be easier and you're able to relax this weekend. It must be so heartbreaking for you, after all those years, no wonder you're feeling depressed.
Thinking of you, golitho