Dear Rhonda,
Good morning *warm huggs* It is so good to hear from you. But, gosh, I sure wish you were feeling better. The last time I was in Nashville it was fall and goodness the trees were georgous! ..but the altitude, humidity, and cold front have to hurt terribly. I hope at some point you can get a little rest.
Don't apologize for ranting! You know we want to hear from you no matter how you are feeling. *hugg* I am sorry you are feeling the never ending cycle of meds. I think we all feel that way deep down at some point. You are right.. What next? Another increase until you are high as possibly go. Then a switch to a new med, and increadibly painful 1-2 months till the new med is at the right level. ..horrible cycle.
Hopefully, today atleast, your body will let you rest somewhat. Stay strong and take care. You are in our hearts here.
*hugg*
dani