So sorry to hear you're depressed Char, it is never easy dealing with so many conditions and chronic pain on top. No wonder its become so overwhelming!
My heart is with you, I am so glad you are getting some professional help. I think trying to adjust mentally to ourever changing bodies is as hard as dealing with the physical problems.
I know I went through a major struggle myself earlier in the year, but like the weather, remember we move on. We are forever changing, so keep your head up, you're a wonderfully strong women and you will get through this. It won't last, although at the time it can seem endless.
I'll give up, I'm useless at trying to express what I mean. Please hang in there Char, we are all with you in spirit, best wishes, golitho