Charles, thank you for your kind words, I know how you feel about
things that have suddenley gone out of your control.
As to the medtronic neurostim, I have one already, unfortunatley it is just sitting there doing nothing and will never be able to do anything. In May of 2009 I had it installed, after a month of trying to charge it, it was found to be installed to deep (my doctor is human after all). So I had a second surgery in July, but sadly the scar tissue made it impossible to charge the stim, so I now have a useless stim, with leads going down both my legs, and the other side of my back do nothing.
I had allowed the medtronics salesman to convince me to get this unit instead of the pump, which is what I wanted to begin with, but he kept telling me "you will have to keep getting increases in your meds every so often", well no ..it, I will have to have my meds increased no matter how they are given to me. My bad, I should have stuck to my original first thought, which was the pump. So I will have no more surgery unless I decide to have this useless thing removed from my back.
In the mean time, I am blessed, I have a great pm doctor, who gladly increases my meds when we both feel the need to, as in now, when winter in coming upon us. And I am also blessed, for the time being, my pain is at least most times at a level that is tolerable. When its not, I stay in bed. I was also blessed 12 years ago, when after being turned down twice by SSI, I found a lawyer who only did SS cases, in no time I was awarded everything from the first time I had applied, he signed me up for medicare, and sent me back two thousand dollars the SS had overpaid him. I also recieved a check for my youngest daughter until she turned 18.
So, I have been blessed in many ways since this nightmare of cp started. I will pray that things go well with you and I am so glad you chose the pump. I wish I had. But so be it.
Good luck to you and take care, I will be thinking of you and praying for the very best for you.
Kat