Posted 5/14/2013 1:25 AM (GMT 0)
I posted a really long post previously about my situation. I was severely injured 3 years ago at work. I have an SI joint disfunction, a badly bulging disc in L5 with nerve root inpingments, nerve damage in both leg, hip pain on both sides as well as in my pelvic region, migraines, blurred vision as well as very bad weakness and
Numbness in my legs. I have been through just
about every pain management procedure you can imagine. So many that I have actually developed cushions syndrome from a
Cortisone overload in my body. I am building up a tolerance to my pain medication and i am scared to talk to the doctor about it. I have terrible anxiety and even the though of it makes me sick. I don't want to be judged or looked down upon because I need medicene to deal with all the pain I'm in. When I calm myself down and think rationally about it, I realize I am being ridiculous, but when I am in the moment at my appointments I get very nervous and don't communicate with the doctor about my true level of pain I suffer in every day as well as the depression it is causing me to have. I just feel like my workers comp doctors are my enemies and that they aren't looking out for my best interest, which I know sounds stupid but I've put my trust in so many different doctors that they have sent me to the last 3 years and none of them have made me better, instead they stuck me with so many steroid shots that I am now stuck with this horrible cushions syndrome that makes me so sick. I am however seeing a new pain management doctor that they set me up with after I demanded they change my doctor and I like him. Do you think it will hurt me or effect my case if I make an appt to talk to him about my medication as well as the depression and insomnia I am experiencing? I just want results, I am young and by no means want to be stuck like this forever :(, the thought of that is terrifying to me. I am taking Percocet 10/325 four times daily as needed for pain which I have been taking for about 3 years now . After reading some other posts and other people's situations I don't really think I take that high of a dose and it seems like there are many other things I can discuss changing too with my doctor. Any guidance would be so greatly appreciated. Thank you