Posted 10/7/2013 2:45 AM (GMT 0)
Chartreux and QT,
Yes, it is "cogito" -- google the word and you'll get its meaning -- I regard it as quite an apt pseudonym for my personality.
Regarding my meds, basically, I feel stuck right now. As tolerance builds, I'm getting less relief from my former doses but have been doing everything I can to not step up. This is part of why I've been at odds with my PM (or his PA): I keep on trying one thing after another, giving in to a stronger med temporarily, stopping it due to its cognitive impact, turning then to some non-opioid alternative (such as my horrible summer on Cymbalta), but then not finding that it helps... and so they're frustrated with me.
Overall, I feel like what I'm taking is not managing the pain as well as a a year ago, but taking more oxycodone remains my last resort. When I see the "new" PM in 3 weeks, I'll see what new ideas she has.