Ever since a pm doc refused to prescribe pain meds for me in April, I have been putting a lot of thought into this subject. Questioning if I could be an "addict"?
I have horrible headaches (migraine type) that come up from my shoulders and neck and are horrendous. My back, shoulders, and neck hurt worse as the day goes on, or with increased activity.
When my Neuro stopped rxing narcotics last May bc of what the migraine clinic said..(that I was having rebound headaches due to too much Maxalt and too much narcotic). It was then that my pain became so much worse, probably in huge part due to coming off my meds, but I also began to slowly realize that there was really REALLY something awful going on with my neck or back.
It scares me to think what could have happened if I hadn't stopped taking those meds, and if this pain was masked forever! Problem is now, she thinks I have a problem because I went to my PCP last winter who re prescribed the narcotic for me.
I really was in awful pain...had just come through spine injections that didn't help, and had no hope for any relief. That doctor who did my injections told me AFTER she did them that I could never have radio frequency ablation because I had had prior fusions! She KNEW THIS going in!
So, what are you supposed to do in this situation? Luckily, I finally got a new PCP, under the umbrella of a great teaching university hospital who HEARD ME and said U really needed second surgical opinion OUTSIDE of the practice who had potentially botched my first two fusions.
Man, was she right. Going back to the pain management doc associated with the first clinic was disastrous. Both she, the radiologist, and the surgeon who looked at my MRI and flexion X-rays said "arthritis". The Duke spine surgeon was a man of few words, but he shook his head when he read my MRI and the X-ray and the reports.
He said he was 99% sure I was unfused per the X-ray, and that's why he did the ct scan to confirm. Scary isn't it?
Being denied narcotics could have been the best thing to happen to me because I could have continued limping along with some level of relief..due to pain meds and NEVER FOUND out about
THE FAILED SURGERIES TIL IT GOT MUCH MUCH WORSE.
My mission now is to go back and clear my name with the facts I have found in my records and proceed to correct the real medical issues that hurt so dang much.
I feel like I am trapped in a maze of misunderstanding and misinformation in my files,but I sure hope to be able to clear it up. This forum has been such a source of help and great information, thank you!
Post Edited (poplargrove) : 5/31/2014 8:22:41 AM (GMT-6)