Not
IF but
WHEN you
FUSE, sweetie.
It's GOING to happen, but not in "our" time frame. I see such similarities in the two of us. I have more questions with my health than I have answers. I, like you, am a fighter in spirit. It's called survival instinct (sprinkled with a macabre sense of humor) Taller Now?
I have far more reasons to "leave" than I have to "stay"...but I will until I can't do it any more. I've got too many people counting on me.
I've read how horrifically painful your surgery is. Almost one year to this date I made a final attempt to seek "help" from neurosurgeon (referred by ortho). He looked at my films, shook his head and said "come with me". He showed me the films of a female that he had surgically re-aligned/repaired. He said "I could do this for you, but I don't advise it. Seek pain management". Gee, thanks? It's one of those good news, bad news. I joke that I can't eat, or sleep, or poop...what else is there?
I'm curious...Do you have endometriosis? The Lupron treatments plus surgically induced menopause @ 33 has destroyed by bone density. Forgive me, if I've asked this question of you already.
Take care of yourself...be gentle to those bones. Make sure to exercise the funny one.
Hugs~~Dixie