I feel like the end is near with my pain

I'm 68 and 6 weeks ago I developed bowel pain. I've been to the ER 3 times, seen 6 doctors, x-rays, and CT scans and in the future I'll be getting a colonoscopy. The pain gets worse each day and riding in a car hurts me and walking does also. The pain is in my bowel area which is about 2 or 3 inches pass my prostate. Not knowing what is wrong with me just adds to the pain, discomfort, and misery. My ex-wife who lives with me doesn't get it and I'm sure that is true with a lot of people here. Anyway I feel like I'm dying with my pain getting worse, not knowing what's wrong. I feel like I'll be dead in a couple of months. I suffer from depression which again adds to the pain. I think that an animal out in the wild know about things like this and I feel us human do to. Being in pain, lonely, depressed, and just plan misery I needed to just talk to someone. So thanks for reading my post.

Hi lostsoul. I hope you get the answers you need quickly and are feeling more comfortable soon! Does anything seem to help the pain? You've mentioned what makes it worse, just wondering if anything makes it better? This can be just as important in making a diagnosis.