Posted 2/25/2023 7:28 PM (GMT 0)
O,
I’m still in a middle stage of acceptance, something we all deal with, I suppose.
I have a little airplane at the local airport I haven’t flown in two years, another one (unfinished home built) in the garage/shop.
Cannot/will not fly on the meds, but want to once I’m ‘clean’ again…
I really want to enjoy the old favs that I can, and put away those that I can’t.
It’s not looking like I’ll have a chance if I delay the surgery.. I may have that chance if I proceed as recommended.
Still have a guitar that I can’t play.. but I’m working at it.. (my wife says I never could play even before this happened, bless her heart).
Still have the drum kit .., that’s stays, the grandson likes to pound on it.
Funny how the strength of dreams and passion can influence any decision, tho… it certainly can allow one to justify damn near anything.
In the interim I’ll look (and make room) for new favorite crap to do.. but I’ll wait to see how neck issues progress post op.
I gotta tell you Ocean, thanks for responding. Chatting with you helps me put thoughts to paper (so to speak). I feel it allows me to see a bit of a path… mirage or not, it’s hope.
What about you, Ocean… you’ve already had to make many life changes I’m still denying or delaying..
Fishing from the pier instead of the vessel, perhaps?
Don’t mean to pry, and I apologize if I am.
It just seems the psychological part of the injury, the stuff in our lives that need to change because of the physical change of our bodies, is gargantuan. “I’ve always wanted to use that word ‘gargantuan’ in a sentence, but one seldom has a chance to”.
Ok.. I’d been at this long enough, I’m rambling.
Thanks again, buddy… really.
You’re helping in ways you can never fully know.
S.