Muppet, I am so very sorry to hear about
all of the stress you have undergone this year, especially about
your miscarriage. I strongly encourage you to talk to your GI about
the emotional toll that CD is taking on you and you should definately talk to a counselor about
your depression/frustration. I can relate to what you are going thru, 2007 has been a difficult year for me and dealing with my CD, there's been many times that I have been so down and frustrated because I felt so ill, misunderstood, and frustrated, feeling as though I would never get my health back again. I would have my "pity party" (as I like to call them...haha), would vent to a close friend, and tell myself that I would get thru this period and it would get better. I have to fight every single day to remain optimistic, for myself and my family...it's worth fighting though, remember that. You are not alone Muppet...we understand and are here to help you, but please talk to your Dr. about
medication and see a counselor to talk about
your feelings. Take care and here's wishing 2008 is a better year for all of us!