You know, it's the pain that gets to my hubby too; he's is in constant pain! He has been on percoct for so long...
He is hoping to find some relief with remicade (he's on that to try to heal a fistula) and by visitin a rheumatologist! I keep trying to encourage him to hang on, that we will find something that works!
I am not even going through what you all go through, I only see it from a support-person point of view, but I want to say like the others: hang in there and keep pushing to try different combinations of things till you find something that works.
--newcrohnswife