rough day

So I am having a rough day, I am in a lot of pain with my joints and my stomach. I called in and said I would be in late to work but now I don't know if I am going in at all. I am just so tired of hurting I am in constant pain everyday. I am on remicade and have my 3rd infusion on the 1st of July and I am currently tapering off of prednisone. I just feel like I am on all of this medication and nothing is helping. I am optimistic that my 3rd infusion will be the one that works. I just want to feel better and normal. This disease is rough and I wish my co-workers could fully understand. I hate missing work like this because I feel like my office is just thinking "oh she is missing another day of work" but they don't fully understand. I am trying to stay strong and positive but some days you just need to break down and cry.

thanks songstress I needed that! I don't know what I would do if I didn't find this website. It is nice to vent and have people know exactly what you are talking about and fully understand.