My perianal abscess ruptured in september and continued to drain for a month. Then it sealed over and became a hard lump for another month. It started draining again, but then I had a fistulotomy done in December and they said it was a fistula to the rectum. They gave me flagyl again and it healed over once again.
It doesn't hurt or drain much at all anymore, but it's still there feeling hard. I was supposed to have a surgical consultation, but I left the clinic without seeing the guy because I figured a three hour wait was enough. I haven't been back since.
I told my GI the first time I met her in December that I thought I had a fistula, but that it had healed itself and she laughed. But when she saw and felt it, she believed me. She wanted me to go on remicade, but the HMO rejected it and so now I am on lialda.
Since the abscess/fistula? wasn't draining before and it's not really draining now, how do I know if anything is getting better?
If this thing doesn't hurt or impact my quality of life, can't I just leave it well enough alone?
I'm terrified of surgery. I just had my wisdom teeth pulled out on the 28th and I'm still recovering. My mouth is a mess of canker sores and I'm a teacher, so I wish I hadn't done this surgery.
I just can't see myself recovering quickly from whatever it is they plan to do to me. Also, the wait for a surgery appointment is at least a month and I would have to go back to the same place that kept me waiting for 3 hours.
It doesn't make sense and I know it's an insult to those who are really suffering, but I wish my Crohn's was worse than it is. Maybe then I would give up trying for a normal life and just accept the fact that I am sick once and for all.