Spirited...I know just how you feel. I took Azathioprine in 2009 and was on it for 3 weeks when I suddenly developed a fever, neck pain/body pain, and I was not functioning. I went to the doctor 3 days in row because my fever was at least 104. My blood levels were all of the place but no one knew what I had. I was sent to the hospital and had a spinal tap and it came back fine. So they admitted me. One smart doctor took me off Azathioprine because she had read a study about
people reacting poorly. Within 1 day I was already feeling better. I went to my GI the day I was released and he told me it was called a serum sickness reaction and that we would never try it again because most likely it would happen again.
It was an awful experience...so I understand not wanting to try it again