Posted 4/25/2011 5:55 AM (GMT 0)
Hello. I'm a 20 year old male. about 5 months ago, I started getting very bad abdominal pain and constipation and bleeding. I went to the emergency room and they did an x-ray of my abdominal area and told me I was just constipated and to take Miralax. So, I did that for a week. It didn't help, I would lay in bed at night in horrible pain, with a hot pack on my left side to try and help the pain and all the gassiness I had. Then I started having fevers, ranging from anywhere from 99.0-101.4. I started getting headaches, and I was constantly physically weak, and I was starting to get chest pains and heart palpitations. I went to the ER a second and third time, and they told me that I was totally healthy, and that I had a stomach flu and "anxiety I needed to get in control of" but with no recommendations on how to do so. I went crazy thinking of things that could be wrong: I thought I might have worms or something, or some kind of cancer, I thought the worst 24/7. I went to my primary doctor two days later. He thought gastritis so he gave me Aciphex and told me to see him in a week. I had no acid reflux at this point, so I didn't get how aciphex would help me. So, not feeling any better, I went back. He could't figure out what was wrong. He did an EKG, and he did a meningitis test, and he ended up deciding it was an "odd presenting flu." So, being on Tamiflu for a little over a week, everything just got worse. I got more weak, more tired, i started shaking, parts of my body would twitch. I was convinced I was dying, and had a brain tumor and I had some kind of intestinal cancer. I went to the ER a fourth time, they did a CAT scan of my head and everything was fine and they gave me Tylenol 3 for my headaches and medicine to treat sinus infections. Two days later, I went to the ER again and they did a gall bladder ultrasound, and blood tests and another EKG and everything was fine with those. They eventually decided to do a CAT scan of my GI tract, and they found a "thickening of the ileum wall." And they told me that I might have Crohn's disease and need to get set up with a Gastroenterologist. My doctor referred me. It wasn't until February 18th that I got a consultation and this was almost on month three of me being sick. My small bowel follow through showed that food was passing through my system very quickly, like in my small intestine. Then my colonoscopy happened, and my doctor informed me that there was indeed inflammation and thickening of my ileum and he did biopsies and they were not cancerous or anything like so. My endoscopy revealed my stomach to be completely red, but it wasn't cancerous or anything like that. So I take omeprezole for that now. He sent my blood to get tested specifically for Crohn's, and he said that the test came back negative. But he seems to think that I am in the beginning stages of Crohn's disease. He prescribed me Pentasa to take 4 times a day every 6 hours.
Alongside this, I've had lots of anxiety and depression. I'm on .5mg of Klonopin for my panic 3 times a day, and i've tried 2 long-term meds that havent worked so I'm finding another when i meet with my psychiatrist on thursday.
My GI doctor wants me to get set up with a Rheumatologist and an Opthamologist once my insurance kicks back up again on May 1st because I guess Crohn's disease effects your eyes and can cause all kinds of problems with your body outside of your digestive tract..
I'm just really scared right now at this point because I can't meet with any of the other doctors for another week or so. I feel hopeless. My head constantly feels like its going to explode, it has so much pressure in it, my abdominal area hurts a lot, I'm always sweating, and I have low grade fevers off and on every day between 99.0-100.0. I have some vertigo, and my heart is always pounding a lot.
I don't know anyone with Crohn's disease and I am not finding anybody in my family or any of my friends who know how to help me with this, and I don't know what information on Crohn's on the internet is acurate or not...Where can I find accurate info on everything Crohn's disease can do to every part of your body?
Has anybody else diagnosed with Crohn's been through any of the things I went through leading up to my diagnosis, and after? The sweating, fevers, and twitching, the heart palpitations and developed really bad anxiety and depression?
I just feel so alone and I don't know what to do anymore. I feel so sick every day that sometimes I just feel like giving up and giving in.