I am so scared

Hi im jenny i have just recently been diagnosed with crohns weds just gone i still have more tests coming up as they dont no how much in my large intestines is effected im 24 and very scarred i am now on steriods to control the pain but last nite i felt awful my right leg has started to hurt and be painfull i feel uncomfortable at times ringing the doctors feels like im bein a pest. I have had 2 operations both times thinking it was my apendicts which it wasunt i have a 4year old son and sometimes find it hard when were out as u no when u gotta go u gotta go. I 2 am very scarred and the worst thing i have done is read on computer about what ifs and has made me more scarred. Its nice to no im not alone.