Anyone else look like crap?

It's been a long time since I've been underweight. Actually the last five years I've been on and off steroids which has made my weight go up and down over and over. At my heaviest I was really scary looking-I didn't even look like myself-it was the steroids. I had moon face, water retention, facial hair, a lump of fat on my upper back that they call "buffalo hump" no kidding, it's a side effect from the steroids! I basically looked like a moon faced hunchback with pork chop side burns-I felt really hot. It was so depressing, really. Now I've lost a bunch of weight and I look pretty normal I guess, a little pudgy but not much. Actually I hear it's worse for guys on the steroids cuz they can grow boobs.