I am very happy that things finally look like they are setteling down..YEA!!
As an ex smoker I can tell you that many, including me, started with just a few and said I could put them down any time I wanted.
The addiction can sneak up on you and you can be hooked hard before you know it.
What every you think you are gtting from the cigs, is there any other way to get it.
It would be a real shame to end up addicted like I was. Then you will have the hassle of quiting (only 5% do so their first time) or you might get other complications caused by the cigs.
I fully understand that when you are sick, you just need to feel better, but I hope you can find an alternative to the cigs that works for you
Take care and healing thoughts being sent your way
Dave