Hi Blacky
I am so sorry you are going through all of this. I cannot say I know how you feel because I don't have a clue. I wish there was something I could do for you. What is an iron infusion? Do you have to do that for the anemia?
Keep talking to people here on the forum. I know it doesn't help you physically but I hope it will help you with your depression. Do you have support of your family? I mean like your parents or siblings or your spouse? I am here for you if you need to talk or whatever. My email is on my profile...at least I think that it is there...LOL...I am going to find some jokes for you...in the mean time, take care and keep talking!!! Isn't he so cute????