So here is my story,
I was diagnosed when I was 15. My first year wasn't bad but when I was 16 I got pnumonia which gave me the worst flare ever. I missed my junior year of school because of it. The next year I got home school and caught up. When I saw I would graduate on time, I started to look at my life. CD was bringing me down mentally. I then decided I wanted to go away to college and I couldn't do that feeling the way I felt. I then told myself I will get better.
Over time I started to feel better. I went to school about 2 1/2 hours away from home and for me that was fine. I was on my own. But my CD was still with me and I told myself I want to enjoy college life and just life in general. I told my CD LEAVE ME ALONE. After years of talking to my brain to tell my guts to stop, I went off all meds and enjoyed many years of remission. I probably had close to 10 years med free.
Looking back, I know that being med free probably hurt me more than anything and I can't seem to stop the problems CD is causing now...but I did enjoy those years of remission. Looking back, the only thing I can think that caused those care free days were me telling myself I can get better. It truely was mind over matter.
Now I am older and have more problems. It is harder to focus on telling myself I will get better. I feel like I am on a downward spiral and have felt this for a number of years. But even in my darkest days, I still know....I will get better. I still try to tell myself this and try to get my mind to jump start the healing.
The mind is very powerful. We have to learn to recognize what it can do and what it is doing. We only use something like 10% of our brain. Imagine if we could tap into the rest.