This aint living!!!!

So much pain i feel like crying and i want to know why me why me why?? I know im not the best or nicest kid but i never wished bad for any1 i was full of life now for a year i been stuck at home lost so much weight, i feel so much pain in my abdominal even if i eat or without eating, i dont remember the last time i went to sleep without yelling in pain awaking myself up , so much pain my head cant bare it any more i just want to give up, the kid who use to be a star basketball player in highskool now the worst kid in the park. I went from 160lbs to 135lbs tired of people feeling sorry for me and them asking what has happen to you, the kid who use to always be chilling with a crew all lonley today ignoring every1 trying to get better be4 they can know my ilness but i dnt see any cure i even tried herbals for 9 monthes costed my parents thousands, also im eating meds from doctors but no pain relief think i tried every medication for abdominal pain. I had to drop all my classes in college cause of going in n out of hospital, i quit my job cause though picking up weight was hurting my stomach i feel like a bum im 19 i should be working and supporting my family but im more of a burden stuck in the house plz someone tell me what they eat for gaining weight, or their daily meal and any thing they do or any medication that has helped them for reducing abdominal pain. Thank you and i know alot of you probally have a worse comdition theb me and i pray each and every1 of i
us can be cured and live a healthy life.

Im sorry that your going through all this... I kinda know what you mean... I was 21 when i was diagnosed and i was a newly wed with a newborn and i never pictured myself not being able to enjoy my honeymoon.... :( its hard, i left school for a few years, and havent worked since.... Im 24 and i am just going into remission... REmicade was my miracle drug and tramadol with tylenol helped me with pain.... I lost lots of friends but was lucky to have my family so maybe you can get close to a fam member closer to your age? u need to talk and vent and even scream with someone else.... I hopeu get better soon... there is light at the end of the tunnel so i hope your drs find a combo of drugs that will help u!! god bless u and sending u lots of well wishes

This was one of the posts which upset me earlier on.

I just want to say you are not a bum. Instead you are somebody who has been dealt an utterly, utterly unfair hand in life; virtually nobody would deserve this. What do the doctors say about the pain? Has surgery ever been mentioned?

As far as gaining weight is concerned, liquid supplements like Ensure and protein shakes are probably the best way to go. And adding high calorie options - butter, oil - to your food as much as possible.