Disgusting & frustrate

Hi, I am not new in crohns but I don't know much in crohns normally I just listen to doc say eat meds only after this year admit in hospital meet a very good hearted and friendly lady who teach me a lot , her name is Dorelia she cares and pity me too cos I told her my probs and family probs , in healing well also she tell me ask me find more about my own sickness and try to avold what I can't eat and do, but can say tat me not much educated so not very understanding in diff English so hope to learn now, I have crohns since young around 12 year old now me oredi old 40 year old now mean b4 tat my days don't know how to pass also, my probs now is contispation b4 I don't have this probs isn't now my body bcome weak so intestine not moving well , I know tat is my intestine move very fast till can't do anything of it, I done capsule endoscopy tat show small intestine a lot ucler so now waiting remicade usually when find out should start to give remicade right for my case is under msw so need to wait I scare of contispa very suffer everyday b4 took ducolax and lotoeus to soften stool but still can't now one week just go 2 times very wrong and I eat a lot food can't be , so first is my ucler will be wat happen next? Cannot op ? If start remicade can cure ucler? How can I back to normal by going toilet no need meds ? Why now days I feel very tired and mood very bad easy temper out keep scold my son, b4 I don like tat, isn't becos my contispation ? On azathprine steroid

Hello Ailing, I have read several of your posts, and I had written in an earlier post that maybe you should look for a Crohn's support group near you.  I mentioned that you could not only get alot of your questions answered but you will meet lots of other people who are going through the same thing you are.

You also mention that you are having problems with your Mother, husband and now your son, so I will make another suggestion that you might want to consider is to talk to a counsellor, they can maybe help you with some of the difficult decisions that you are trying to make.  A counsellor may also be able to help you with dealing with some of the problems you seem to facing with your son.  Your posts are filled with alot of stress and talking to professional people may help you deal with that too.

These are just a few suggestions for you since your posts come across that you are needing more help than you are Best of luck to you.