I'm so sorry. I felt the same way three years ago when I was diagnosed.
If I had any advise to give anyone it would be to not go with the doctor who is going to feed you a bunch of BS and say that you NEED the pills they have you. Don't worry, I was that silly too. And am
Now stuck on the pills for the rest of my life.
Last year my twin sister was diagnosed with crohns, after seeing me deal with it, she had a better idea of how she wanted to. She only sees a naturalpathic doctor and has achieved remission naturally through diet and vitamins. If you start the treatment you can not go back. You must ingest chemicals every single day multiple times a day that can cause crazy side effects like liver failure and cancer. See a natural path. Most are covered by insurance.
Something id suggest you doing right now is buying Organic Fresh Pressed Coconut Oil. Two spoonfulls a day. Tastes bad. But please, plead trust me that this is a magical cure. I don't know what it is, but I've been having a flair for months now...months and within two hours of taking my first spoonful of coconut oil, I already felt a difference. I know it's weird. But I promise it will really help, if not cure your symptoms.
I know you're scared, I know your doctor probably told you nothing about
crohns and just started shoving medicin down your throat.
I've been there. I've been scared to. Find a naturalpath. They will explain everything to you. And heal the disease, not just treat your symptoms like your doctor will try to.
I really want to help as many people as I can, because I've been where you are.
Please email me if you have any questions, I'd love to help!
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