Posted 3/23/2011 2:52 AM (GMT 0)
I feel your pain, literally. Right now I'm contemplating the ER because I'm in a massive joint flare. I started getting joint flare's about 3 months after I started Cimzia, I know the date because it was the very first day of 2009, January 1, 2009. My base knuckles on my left hand started swelling randomly...it hurt pretty bad and I had no idea what it was. At first it seemed to go away with my Cimzia injections and then come back right before my next injection. My GI decided to split up my Cimzia injections and instead of two injections once a month, they'd move it to one injection every two weeks. This worked for a few months and gradually the arthritis crept back in to the point where it just wouldn't go away and was completely unaffected by the Cimzia injections. Keep in mind my colonoscopy showed NO ACTIVE CROHN'S! They thought I had MS for a while, then fibromyalgia, then they thought I had Lupus (for which I had a positive ANA test but a low titer), then Crohn's arthritis (against the wishes of my "save all" doctor who thinks he's got me in remission). I was found legally disabled in January 2010.
My Dad died suddenly at 49 years old last year in March, right before he died my GI sent me to the rheumatologist, who wanted to add methotrexate to the Cimzia. When my Dad died two weeks later I couldn't start the MTX as I had to fly out of town and help my Mom move from Hawaii. I was in the worst joint flare of them all, nothing on my left side of my body would move, I ended up in the Hawaiian ER with the attending staring at me saying, "Get the hell off this island, there's nothing we can do for you here and you are in desperate need advanced of medical attention", she gave me fentanyl patches, percocets, and valium and shoved me out the door. Once I strapped on those fentanyl patches, I was in heaven, I could walk again and was literally in NO JOINT PAIN (why would I be? I was completely drugged), but at least I was able to walk in the airport and get my butt home to TN.
Anyways, when I got back from Hawaii and hadn't taken any Cimzia, my joint pain began to subside, I was beginning to think this was drug-induced lupus as I never had joint pain before the biologic. My GI insisted I get back on a biologic, so we switched me to Remicade. By the time I got my first dose I was joint flared again, I couldn't straighten my elbow AT ALL, the second the Remicade was in my system the elbow released. I had no arthritis for about 3 months, and now I'm completely flared again. Went to the rheumy again and she again wants me on MTX (which I'm dreading)...and my last scope showed no active Crohn's...in fact, my colon looks like I've never "had it" it's so healthy right now. My rheumy now wants to call this RA vs crohn's arthritis. The only problem is, most RA patients have bad arthritis in the mornings and it losens up by the end of the day...mine progressively gets worse towards the end of the day to the point where I can't walk or pick myself up off the couch. My hands, fingers, wrists all swollen and barely mobile, knees, feet and bottoms of feet, ankles, and today my hips...the other day my lower spine actually had a noticeable golf ball sized swelling directly on top of my spine...now my upper spine has it. I've also got swelling in my jaw to the point where it hurts to chew and my teeth hurt to bite down, that and my right jaw hinge is so swollen it doesn't allow my teeth to touch on my right side!
Okay, so whatever joint's i'm using throughout the day are usually the worst flared at night, with the exception of it being completely random on occasion...things start swelling around 2-3pm and get worse until I can't move around 9-10 pm.
I'm so sick of all my doctors shoving needles in my arm, or meds down my throat...I just want an answer! A real answer, not one where they send me to someone else to prescribe me yet another toxic drug. I'm freaked out at what these drugs are going to do to my liver, or cause me to have cancer (which I have a very high family history of)...I'm tired of my doctors saying "we'll deal with it when we run across it"...what happens when I die because we were waiting to deal with it whenever it happened??
Donielle
Diagnosis: Medullary Sponge Kidney Disease 2003, Crohn's Disease 2004, GERD 2007, RA vs Crohn's arthritis 2011.
Procedures: hemorrhoidectomy 2004, numerous kidney stone removal surgeries, bowel resection 2004 (perforated small bowel and softball size abscess that almost killed me) and 2005 (to correct my doctor's perforation during a scope).
Medications: Currently Remicade, Nexium, Ambien CR 6.25, Folic acid, Imitrex as needed (for migraines associated with Remicade), Inderal (for migraines associated with Remicade) and prescribed MTX which I haven't started yet, waiting on next period to make sure I'm not prego as no one needs a 6-eyed baby.
Past Meds: Cimzia injections, Imuran, 6-mp, Pentasa, Prednisone, Entocort, Cipro, Flagyl, Percocet, Vicodin, and I can't think of the many others of the top of my head.