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It saddens me to read your post. I know how it must be so tough trying to accept this disease sometimes. I'm sure that you've reached a particular low point mentally, physically and psychologically.
It's so important for you to stay hopeful and positive. You have so much life ahead of you. Your current treatment programme needs time ot work It can take several months. It's also important to remember that you're young, meaning that in your lifetime there will be so many more medications to come out. You have a very bright future ahead of you albeit you're having a tough time right now.
There are numerous pro athletes with Crohn's. David Garrard, quarterback for the Jacksonville Jaguars, Kevin Dineen, NHL player, Theuren Fleury, NHL Hall of Famer, Keving Light, New England Patriots Lineman, to name a few.
I hope things start to look up soon for you, and they will!!! Good Luck, and keep us updated.