Posted 10/17/2017 5:25 PM (GMT 0)
I read someone's post about being tapered off their pain medication. I like that their dr was smart and tapering them. I was in for a shock when I called my dr and was told that they no longer prescribe pain killers and I would need to be referred to a pain management. (I was fortunate that my primary dr was able to prescribe them to me.) I'm also fortunate that I don't need them everyday, just as needed when I really can't stand it. (I can handle the pain when I'm at home, it's really for just when I'm at work, or if I find myself out and can't handle it.)
It's causing me so my stress and anxiety which is making the situation even worse. A few weeks ago I had a situation where I was in extreme pain and normally I would have taking a painkiller and things would have been fine. But now I'm being stingy since I don't know if I'll be prescribed anymore. So the only method of pain I know of is what I used to do in my early 20s/late teens when I was first diagnosed which was just dig my nails into my skin to try to advert the pain somewhere else. And it doesn't really work that well. I'm a teacher, so it's hard for me to 'fake it' when I'm in pain, or to even carry on a conversation with a student. My whole mind goes blank, I can't think, let alone if it's a day where I have to actually teach a lesson. I don't know. I'm just feeling really helpless, as I'm sure many of us are.
I have an appointment with a pain management specialist on Thursday, and I don't have much hope in him either. They list 'prayer' on the website as one of their 'solutions' for pain management!