I don't know if I would be as comfortable taking the medications I'm on now had I not gone through such a hellish journey with crohns. It may just be something you have to risk going through too. If you have mistrust towards your doctor in any way you need a different one that you can have
open conversations about
what concerns you with the medications and your health.
Your doctor's motives are to do the best she can to improve your health and keep it well based on the evidence that's out there. In the end it is your decision but once you stop remicade you will not likely be ever able to take it again, which should be frightening since it is the most effective of the treatments out there. The risk of cancer from remicade is lower than the risk of colon cancer from uncontrolled inflammation. the uncontrolled inflammation damages the cells and promotes the mutations that end up as cancer where as the remicade just makes the body slightly less sensitive to catching the cancers that re naturally forming and destroying them.
I went through a similar path of fear early on in my diagnosis. Despite my efforts the crohns kept smoldering away and I ended up with prednisone at least once a year. I ended up with a painful draining fistula for 3 years. I took humira which suppressed the Crohns and the fistula healed. Then I had side effects from the humira about
a year later and it was stopped. I went on a "medication vacation" and felt fabulous! I thought, how amazing I'll take care of myself and I'll be like all those other people who claim they were fine after they stopped meds! that lasted for several months but until I suddenly developed insane amounts of pain and and couldn't hold down food. turns out the Crohns was active despite the lack of symptoms. I ended up with a partial obstruction, that took several weeks of hospitalization, major medications including remicade to resolve and developed a pulmonary embolism which could have taken my life from the changes that constant inflammation can do to your blood.
When you go off meds you take your life in your hands, it could turn out fine like some of those above but that is rare and you must be willing to accept that there are some very nasty consequences to improperly controlled disease that far out way side effects for most.
Post Edited (Labradorite) : 11/28/2017 11:18:25 PM (GMT-7)