Posted 10/10/2018 5:52 PM (GMT 0)
Some background - I'm 50. I was diagnosed around age 38. Only symptoms were extreme stomach pain. Given Pentasa and was on it up until last year. Last year, around March, I developed an abscess and related fistula. Had multiple surgeries for 3 seton placements. Went on Remicade in December and have been on it since. It's working, I'm doing much, much, better. I even had one seton removed.
But I'm not back to normal. I have an extreme sense of urgency when I have a bm. It's not diarrhea, either. This is with fairly normal stools. It's just that when the urge hits, I've got maybe 60 seconds to get thee to a toilet. And mostly, the urge comes without warning. So, I sort of have this constant mental clock/awareness of when I last went, when I might go again, where bathrooms are or might be... all that goodness. I wake up early so I can make sure I go before I go to work. If I'm going on a trip away, I'll plan to fast the day before so that I know I won't have to go, try to monitor my food intake in terms of amount and timing, all that craziness. I also still get stomach noise and can occasionally "feel" things moving through my intestines.
And, I get tired. It could just be that I'm 50, but the further away from my last infusion I feel like I'm getting more and more tired. But it's hard to quantify, and I can't be certain that I'm exactly right about that.
So, my question is, is this really remission? I've been in remission before and it wasn't like this. I also am aware that I went through a lot last year and that I have a stricture, so the noise and feeling are probably here to stay until surgery, but is there anything I can do about the urgency? I've never really had to deal with it and it's just awful.
Thanks.