Dragon, I'm faced with somewhat of the same situation. I have a great job where I was promoted 6 months ago. I had scheduled surgery for a take down of my ostomy in June. On May 21 the company announced lay offs for my whole operation. I was told that they intended to keep me with the company. They where ok with the surgery and looking forward to having me in a new position. After the take down the doctors found colitis in my rectum. Needless to say I have been out of work since June. I get Short term disability , that will run out next week. I'm taking all the old drugs i took before the ostomy. Basically I have colitis again. My choices are to either take the rectum and have a j-pouch , ostomy or combat the colitis with drugs and hope for remission. I have applied for long term and should get it. Buttttt, I'm afraid that if i stay out to long , my company will not wan't to retain me. If I go back to work for the last couple of weeks and get laid off i may lose my disability. I do not want to have to get surgery again and have no unemployment or disability. I feel ok , but still have urgency and cramps on a regular basis. I take pred , 6mp and pentasa. I feel your pain man. You don't know who to talk to or who you can trust. Good luck, Westy