Hi,Every1 since my last post my stoma bag is doing ok it was our faulit wasnt put it properly which is a relief in itself, i called my stoma nurse yesterday and she put my mind at rest she told me they didnt do a bowel prep b4 last operation and thats why i have been having bowel movements and she told me not 2 worry that it was normal im glad of that i cudnt cope wif anything else atm i feel ok this week which has surprised me i had all these horror things on my mind which i just shud dismiss its cos i have read so much about
radio/chemotheraphy i was expecting 2 feel more.I got a shock yesterday from my hubby i just asked him does this treatment stop my periods he says yeah dont u remember wot the doctor told u i says wot?. then he told me that my period will stop all 2gether and the doctors gonna put me on HRT after treatment and operation 2 remove the cancer cos my periods will stop i cud go in2 an early menopuase :( b4 all this started i went in2 hospital 2 have a reversal of sterilisation in june 2007 cos my and my fiance plan 2 get married and we wanted a family but now i feel as if ive let him down but he says as long as i have u thats all that matters 2 me we will get thru this my fiance has been my rock thru all this i dont know how i wud have coped wifout him. he does all my medications and know all the names of them which i dont he even changes my stoma bag cos i ct get used 2 it atm my doctor says hes hopeful that i will get it reversed when all treatment and operation done its times like this u know when some1 loves u soo much by being there and doing everything 4 u and of course my family have been their and a great support 2 me which means the world 2 me anyhow this my 2nd week on radio/chemotheraphy.
A positive mind is a gd mind :)
Jackie