feeling defeated.

more not needed drama from the colon rectal doctors. first they wanted to see me. then they did the colonoscopy, then I was told they would do the endoscopy if nothing showed up with the colonoscopy, then they said just take immodium, then I got an appt to speak with the doc. NOW they cancelled that appt because he wants me to see a GI. I was always referred to colon rectal so that's why I went there instead of a GI. now I have no choice which is probably a blessing. I'm so sick of those people at colon rectal. the topper to all this. the GI's office said they'll probably end up sending me back to those idiots for any procedures I need. I'm really not a difficult patient. I do what is told, but if I feel something is wrong I'm going to question it and ask for them to investigate. maybe they didn't like that? so now I wait for the GI appt on Sept 9. if after one appt they send me back to those guys I'm going to be a little upset. *understatement* nothing I can really do though.