Yesterday my children had two friends over to our house for the afternoon, and at some point they all got hungry and I decided to make some toasts for them. So I put cheese and ham. Then, I realised I didn't eat anything for dinner myself, so I decided to make a toast (actually two) for myself too. The only problem is that I had run out of ham, so instead I used salami (very fat anf spicy). I thought that two slices of salami wouldn't hurt......guess what, it hurt!
I was up running to the bathroom until 2 o'clock in the morning, with big D, mucus and all the funny things that come along. I took one tablet of Immodium and finally went to sleep. Woke up 6.30 this morning, started running to the bathroom. Another Immodium tablet. Just wondering.... was the salami worth it? Noooooooo
Now I'm at work, struggling with D and nausea... will have chicken soup for lunch and pray that this mini flare I caused to myself will be over soon..... Salami is wicked to say the least. Been sick so many years with CD, and still have to remind myself every single day that I cannot eat whatever other people are eating... so sad... But sometimes I do it just to feel normal and alive.
Christina