Nan,
Your killing me, emotionaly.
I don't know how you have managed to stay working this long. You don't have to say it yourself but I will, your a freaking Crohns warrior.
I have read your posts for years now, and although there are many other like you, this particular post is about you, so I just have to say WOW!
If anyone deserves a break it is you. For the love of all you believe in, please please please, do not work yourself to death.
This may sound selfish, but I need you here. I am betting we all need you here, I can't think of a sinlge person on these boards who doesnt think you are just a living miracle.
You are in my thoughts evey day as are the many others here. Please take care of yourself, don't push yourself.
darn, get better!
Sorry got a little carried away there :)
Much Love
Jon