Posted 5/19/2013 7:10 PM (GMT 0)
I got really sick about 3 years ago. I have 2 fistulas and huge amount of infection is still coming out of the hole on my buttock and setons etc. I had total of 17 surgeries and many ER visits. Pain is there everyday every minute of my day. Pain killers don't do much. My doctor said because of my weight he can't do anymore surgeries because it might cause more trouble. It is really hard to work out when just sitting down is a major issue for me. I try to work out but I pay for it for the next few days.
It opened up many channels and infection traveled inside instead of out. Doctor says for right now you are not in danger of dying anymore so we need to keep maintaining this status. He said he can't cut anymore of that muscle back there. I Just wanna be able to get rid of this thing. It's been so long.
Is there anybody out there who can give me advice and maybe give me some hope about life. I don't wanna die but living this way is no fun.