Scared of obstruction after eating.

Hi everyone. I suffer from small bowel obstructions on a regular basis. Probably get one once every couple of weeks. My last one was the end of february. I was completely blocked and a ng tube was inserted. I was put on high dose corticosteroids and given cipro and flagyl. After I was able to tolerate the liquid diet then the low fiber/low residue diet in the hospital, I was sent home. I have continued on the low residue/low fiber diet but I'm terrified after eating. I eat hard boiled eggs in the morning with toast. After I eat I panic. I'm so scared that I'm going to block. Same thing after lunch and dinner. I'm ok while eating it's afterwards that I freak out. I am on 20mg of prednisone after weaning from 40mg. Every 7 days I am to taper by 5mg. I have noticed a huge difference in my bm's since being on 40mg to 20mg. I HATE steroids but, they make me feel better. I am scheduled for surgery in May....again. This will be my second small bowel resection. I have a nasty stricture at the reconnection site from the previous surgery which is why I block so easily. I'm terrified of blocking again before surgery b/c I am on the steroids. Surgeon wants me off the prednisone before surgery so as to hopefully not get a ileostomy. I had a temp ileostomy in the previous surgery for 10 weeks then it was reversed. So, question is: How can I not trigger a panic attack after eating? I'm scared out of my mind after eating and I can't stand it. Any ideas on how to ease my mind after eating? Thanks

You should be ok on the low fiber diet with liquid nutrition drinks. Nothing much left by the time it reaches the narrowed area. Have they offered you a balloon dilation?
Take it easy and good luck.