So here we go. Possibly working on divorce #2. Not my idea but what can you do besides pray when your spouse says "It's not you. I'm just not marriage material" and tells the Christian counselor that he's learned wives are dispensable (I'm paying for what his ex did to him.) Long story short, the first was having affairs (got a co-worker pregnant), got on drugs, became abusive - I ended up raising my 3 kids (then ages 2, 7 & 9) alone right after having a resection. I'm in better health now so what I'm dealing with right now isn't NEARLY as bad as what I went through before plus my kids are older (ages 11, 16 & 18). However, I know I need an antidepressant. The stress is causing some health issues (was hospitalized a couple of weeks ago - unable to keep food down and now all but forcing myself to eat although I throw up half of it).
Here's my question. I want to see if I can knock out two birds with one stone. Do you all know of any antidepressants that help with the issues of Crohn's too? Like something that will keep me from feeling tired all day? What about something that has a side effect of constipation where I'm not in the bathroom all day long? (Immodium does't work most of the time anymore.)
If this marriage doesn't work, no more Mrs. for me ever! Lesson learned. I made a vow to work on it, and I will with all my heart and soul. But I cannot make him do it. I know God gives me the strength to deal with whatever comes my way but an antidepressant couldn't hurt (I don't think.)
Thanks all!!