Hey gumby...things are still not really at my normal, but to be honest they haven't been for over a year....so I am resorting to my zen mentality. It is shocking to those that know me that I still am not packed and I am not freaking out about
it. I just have to go with the thought that a) I have my meds, glasses, phone and charger...anything else can be bought & b) the relaxation and sunshine and escape from this place called work will help in my recovery. I am totally not my usually over-thinking, over-prepared, extremely money worried self hahahaha.
To those that don't know...I ahve had a horrible personal year and more flaring than I had in the last 11 years....but you have to get support and I highly recommend it!!!! I always go to my local CCFA support group and have made some great friends there. It lets me talk to people who get it and it feels great. I also am going to a support group for people that have lost their parents....this has been wonderful. It is making me more sad in some ways, but the ability to release my feelings (especially the anger at my Dad) to people that have no judgement on them has been a saving grace. If you are struggling, please find a group or person to talk to!!!!