Posted 4/3/2014 8:49 PM (GMT 0)
I'm definitely feeling a bit down after my ENT appointment today and more than a little frustrated with my body.
I've been dealing with respiratory infections/issues without a break since January, starting in the sinuses and now moving into my chest. On top of everything else, this has slowed me down to about 25% of normal productivity, if that. I've had a constant sore throat, hacking up phlegm, sinus headaches, extreme fatigue, muscle weakness, aches and pains, etc. Now I've developed a nasty chest cough that makes my ribs hurt.
My most recent bloodwork show low white blood count, low red blood count (and width) and high lymphocytes, suggesting something viral. To confirm this, my ENT today looked at my CT scan of my sinuses and said there's no real evidence of bacterial issues, so this is no longer an ENT problem. His advice was to see a pulmonologist about the cough and then perhaps and infectious disease doctor.
I've also been walking around with this darn chronic chest pain for the last year that not one of my doctors can diagnose, so my rheumy just gave me pain creams and patches to put on it (which don't really help). The cough is making things worse.
I tried to call and make an appointment with my pulmonologist but the earliest they said she can see me is nearly three weeks out. I told them I'd have to find someone else, hung up and just started crying and cried my whole drive home. I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I've been so darn sick for so long and no one knows what to do with me. I'm that "special case" whose symptoms don't seem to match up with anything. I almost never have traditional inflammatory markers. I'd start to question my Crohn's diagnosis if I didn't see the inflammation every time they checked inside me!
Anyway, just needed to get out this rant. Tomorrow, I guess I'll try and figure out what to do. I also need to finally talk with my dean about my illness because I've begun to fall behind at work.