Posted 4/26/2016 4:03 AM (GMT 0)
Looking for a little reassurance I guess. June 2nd I'm scheduled for yet another colonoscopy, which doesn't worry me. But he's throwing in a endoscopy since I suffer from nausea a lot and GERD. I've never had an endoscopy before, I have a "thing" about something going down my throat. My husband had one years ago and was quite alert, he can remember the gagging and them telling him to swallow it. Nope! Nope, and NOPE!
But I am getting my propofol, and I always sleep through the colonoscopy with it. My GI PROMISED me that I would sleep through this as well and never know what happened. Do you think that's true?
The last few months have been emotionally taxing on me. A family member had a stroke, a DNR that the doctor did not follow and I watched some things that absolutely traumatized me. Followed by two 8 hour drives to be with this loved one, plus going back for the funeral 9 days later. It's been a hard few months. I really wanted to lie today to my GI and say I was feeling great. Just so I could take a break and bury my head in the sand. But in the end knew that wasn't best for me.