Having troubles...still

I hate to be complaining all the time. But i have no one else who can listen and understand what im going thru. I might have mentioned in the past already but im not for sure. A few weeks ago i had a place posterior of my anus that seemed like a boil. It hurt but not as bad as the perianal abscess i had a while back. Well it popped and a lot of blood and green goo came out. Since then the place has been very sore. It also has some leaking. Noticed it in my panties. I emailed my gi dr and he said it could be a fistula. I was told to make an appt. Well i dont have insurance nor $75 to pay upfront. Ive been having a lot of internal spasm pain. It literally hurts so bad that i cant walk or move. Last night i was having a lot of belly pain too. It even kept me up most of the night. This morning when i went to the bathroom i literally pooped all blood and blood clots. It was sooooo gross. Sorry i know tmi. But most of you can relate. Im thinking about going to the ER. Im really misserable. I just dont wanna be admitted because im hosting my daughters baby shower on Sunday. Yes im having another grandbaby. Its a boy🍼. This will make my 6th grandbaby.

Well i went to the ER last night. I had an awsome dr. Just so happen his son also has crohns. So he was familiar about the disease. They did a ct scan. I have inflammation and wall thickening which is causing stool to back up. The blood is from either hemorrhoids or the ulcers in colon. I cant take pain meds cause it will cause more constipation. I did get a referral to the dts sons gi dr. He said he was an excellent crohns dr.

Darkest before the dawn Bucko,

Maybe a blessing in disguise. If you didn't need to attend the ER, you wouldn't have met this Doctor, or get this referral. Hopefully it's the turn you need right now. Really hope this works out and you get feeling better soon.