Lonely

Exactly am has no friends , sibling, relatives or husband, am are single parent.
Am have 1 son but son dont care just treat am as maid if he happy he will talk nicely to me if not will shout at me .
Am very sad just like few days ago having pain alone in room ,next day he back from work ask what happen so am say am was terrible pain last night then he angry scold me .
When crohns has to suffer so much pain ? Recently pain getting worst pain killer cant help on pain .
In right side lower part can feel there is hard and swollen when touch feel pain and abit hard around small intestine. Anyone have this problem and how to handle it .
Anus got abit pus will it serious will it heal by itself ? Surgery dr say is becos crohns has infection so anus has pus coming out , can anyone tell me my pain are due to what happen ?
Got any way that no need drink contrast and can see thru small intestine and big intestine?
Thank you
Ailing from Singapore
Need friend to chat .

Totally agree with @scifigal. You need to get to the hospital now. There should be some sort of on call GI. It does sound to me like you might be in need of a resection at this point, but until you get some diagnostics done, you just won't be sure of what is going on.

Just terrible that you're not getting any family/friends support. You really need someone to advocate for you at this point. Is there some sort of family/social counselor that you could speak with to get some advice and direction?

I really hope you get to the hospital, and explain your situation thoroughly. Ask for help!!! Let us know how things go.