Need help

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Hello am are Ailing who has crohns disease since 18 yes old till now oredi 30 over years , since 2019 sep start stomach keep pain and so Dr give weekly humira till 2020 my bloodiest show infection so Dr keep say nevermind so am keep tolerance till now but pain still getting on lost appetite lost weight giddiness weak tiredness exactly is 52 kg within a year drop till 40 kg now , recently stomach got gas then feel very pain when bloated when start to eat pain start again ,just wan ask anyone been b4 like that and how Dr do ? Now everyone I took 20mg oxycontin morning and night , when pain come took 10 mg oxynorm or tramdol pain killers , in 2006 have a surgery in small intestine now can feel like something hard inside when the pain come can't even touch . Why crohns has to suffer so many kind of pain ? Am are single parent and totally cannot go work cos when ever I work few weeks crohns will attack me so am stop ,am son 20 yes old now study poly , son don't even care or help always shout or vent his frustration to am , am feel sad but can't do anything , am no parents sibling relatives or friends just alone sometimes feel talk to someone but no one to look thru . Am whole life only always bully by people . Now important just want know what can help to reduce my pain and get appetite back . Thank you so much to those read my messages.
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First time Dr give steroid, azathioprine, pentasa till 10 year then change to azathioprine and steroid only took 6 year later went for MRI ,endoscopy, ct scan Dr change Remicade ,Remicade just last 3 years then change Humira 2 years so now Dr change to Ustekinuma ,Oxycodone and Oxycontin , azathioprine stop for 5 years ago steroid stop in 2008 .
Am from Singapore 🇸🇬 in hospital been thru all kind scope or scan problem are am can't take it so always fail . Like CT need drink 3 bottle of contrast but even 1 bottle also can't finish , endoscopy also same first need clear bowel then 3 bottle contrast again , camera scope only that I can but Dr say can't see very clear so change do another kind are put tube in nose thru intestine then pour in contrast also fail , so why no scan that just need IV then scan also can see clearly, we have this sick oredi suffer alot still need go thru all this torturing scan . Sad can anyone tell me any kind no need drink contrast and can check small intestine? Thank you
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Yes,try TCM before after took the medication the pain come and has admitted ,in 2002 try once and admitted then after 2005 try again also admitted so Dr say crohns are not suppose to take Chinese medicine since that time never try again , oic in USA also need drink contrast , beside contast there is no other way to help on it ? We have crohns been suffer so much still have to go thru all this 3😭😭😭 why the try to find out way easy for crohns patients.