Checking in with this forum, I havent been feeling well. I know the first few days I tell myself its going to pass just like always, but it has been progressively worse for around 2 weeks now. I figure its the stress from school, studying, family, friends, relationship, sleep(mostly lack of), etc... I have been having the whole not-interested-in-anything-anymore feelings, not wanting to do anything anymore, just want to sleep, dont care kind of thoughts. Plus some disturbing thoughts, those of which scare me like before. Im really not sure what Im supposed to do. Im hoping its gonna pass...well last time it lasted a year...but after that I had some bad days here and there...but normally that only lasts a few days...
So... right now I should be studying for a test tomorrow... procrastination. I really dont want to. Im quite sick of school at this point! And studying. I study 24-7... But anyways, I can force myself to study, but I cant force myself to feel better. Im just sick of everything at this point.