Hey just somethings i need to get out

Hey my first post. Ive been married about 2 years now im 22 and my wife is 19. Me and my wife has a 1 and half yr old daughter. I love her more than the world. Things between me and her have been rocky from the start. She talks to her ex boyfriend to much. she went up there to see him in cali after she got out of basic training and AIT with the army. Then i find notes from some dudes who are in germany with her. Her bestfriend told me she cheated on me. All these notes are insinuateing that she had cheated on me. saying "I love your soft lips, and i know you told me not to get attached but i did and i love" crap like that its just now shes over there in iraq. Im over here with our daughter. Ive lost my job, ive been blocking these feelings about her and everything thats happening. The only thing that has kept me going all these months is my litle girl. Right now shes at her grandparents and the depression is hitting me hard.I love my wife and my daughter more than anything. Its just one of those days where im depressed more than normal. I mean since my wife has gone into the army ive spent a whole 1 month and 4 days, and shes been in since june of last year. I guess this is affecting me a lot more than i thought it would, and this post is more than liking making no sense to you guys, sorry. I just had to get this stuff out.

Hi Friends,

Hello! Everyone I am Joseph from London newbie of this site.
Hey just somethings i need to get out of Depression.
Joseph
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Hi Anderblaze and Joseph,

I just wanted to welcome you all to the forum, you too deathswing. You have all come to a good place. I hope that you all stay and share with us.

Best wishes for a wonderful day,

Hugs, Karen