Need lots of prayers and good thoughts......

Hi Everyone.  I really haven't posted too much over the past six months, but I have been here regularly to read and think of each of you.  For those of you who may remember, about 6 months ago I had posted about some serious issues that had come up in my life.  Well, it appears on Monday, that one of these issues will be coming to a final head - where a decision will be made for me.  And the next few weeks will continue to be critical too.

I've done a lot of praying, crying, cleaning and hysterical laughing during this journey and I feel really scared and alone right now.  I'm not at liberty to go into details online, but if you could send me any good wishes and prayers on Monday in particular, I'd really appreciate it.

Cass

thoughts, prayers and healing compassion to cass and nw. kind regards. jamie.

Prayers are going out for both of you that the decisions made on Monday will go in your favor!

Please let us know how you are when you can.

I pray you will be calm and at peace in the meantime.

You have my prayers as well.

Hello Everyone.

Wow.  Thank you all for your best wishes and support. I actually started smiling as I started reading through your messages. And NW I'm sorry your in a similar Monday predicament, so I'll be thinking of you tomorrow as well and hoping that things go your way..  Jamie and Karen, we're so lucky to have you behind us..you two are truly our anchors in this forum. Korissa, Jeannie and Confused - thank you as well.  And Aurora, I'm so glad to see you here and I hope you're feeling much better now.  Thank you for such a nice post - I think the world of you too.

I've got all my fingers and toes crossed for tomorrow. I just need a little break and don't need for things to get even worst.

Cass

I'm new here, but appreciate all I have read. I'm wishing you well, and I hope for the best for you. Good luck!

Nightwish,

I wish you peace and tranquility and happiness. I hope that you start seeing less stressful days soon.

Hugs, Karen

popping in to say that we are here for you. cass and nw. all the best. jamie.

Thanks for sharing your story about the tough decision you had to make in your relationship, Cass. I admire you for making the decision that was healthiest for you. Mine is pretty much a decision about whether I should quit school and spend a lot more money and time starting over some place else or save myself the financial burden and stress of repeating classes and just stick it out because I'm halfway through. I'm just in a really emotionally and mentally toxic environment.

I really try to stay upbeat and positive and I know I'll get through this because I had another traumatic experience in my life where I just kept wishing I could go back in time to change things by making different decisions to prevent the situation from occurring, but I did get over it eventually. I think I should probably find a counselor to talk to on campus to get through until winter break at least. By then I might be able to see the light at the end of the tunnel. It's just really draining because I find that I'm always in situations that cause me to wish my life away and look forward to moving on from what I'm doing. I envy the people who move to a new place and realize they made a great decision. But maybe the next place I go will be better.

To Cass & Nightwish, I am sorry you have not been able to resolve your respective situations yet. I do believe that a positive attitude will help in getting through your difficult times.  I wish you both the very best and hope all will work out for the outcome you are hoping for.  I will keep you both in my thoughts and prayers. You are both such wonderful people and such good friends to me, I want only to see you both have a smile and for your difficulties to be resolved soon.

Many hugs,

Aurora

all the best aurora. jamie