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Posted 1/18/2010 8:33 PM (GMT 0)
my boyfriend of 3.5 years says he can't handle me like this anymore? I have no money for prescriptions, talking to the free mental health services is backed up for 2-3months to even get registered to talk to someone...I have lots of issues and it's over whelming me. All Brent wants is for me to be happy...and I don't know how. I can be happy for a day or two, but then i'm over drafted or having to deal with horrible situations with my family, i have no coping skills and I expect everything to go wrong, because it always does. I have cried and cried and thought and pondered and I don't understand much of anything anymore. I feel null and void of everything except my undying love for him and my never ending self loathing. I'm tired of being this way...I absolutely hate it and I hate feeling dopped up on meds. will someone PLEASE send me some kind of advice or reccommendation? Ive never felt so close to the edge...
Posted 1/18/2010 9:58 PM (GMT 0)
Hi Goingreen,

Welcome to the HealingWell depression forum.  I am so happy that you have found us.  I have a couple sites that might help you.  Here they are:

http://ecouch.anu.edu/welcome

http://ecouch.anu.edu/welcome

www.livinglifetothefull.com

I don't know whether or not these will help you.  But give them a try.  Are you currently taking any meds?  You said that you didn't like feeling doped up.  Maybe you should talk to the doc about an adjustment of some sort. 

I hope that you feel better soon.  This is a very hard time of the year for everybody.  People here are very supportive and I am sure other members will come along with some suggestions, or else just to let you know that they do understand.

Hugs, Karen

Posted 1/23/2010 3:10 AM (GMT 0)
what you are going through is very very similar to what im going through now.
wish i could give you advice but im very lost and confused myself
but if u ever need to chat about it i know what your going through
goodluck
Posted 1/23/2010 8:13 AM (GMT 0)
i realise finances are tight, maybe a therapist on a sliding fee schale, help-lines are good, esp in finding free services. all the best, we are here as well for peer support too. with kindness, jamie.
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