I didn't Pass!

I took My Pre-Ged today and I did real bad.I hate itbecause i thought maybe I had a chance I have been working my but off trying to get some where with school but I faild.I wanted to come home and say to my family I passed and they said I can take mg GED ted now.But I could"nt do that.So family say maybe next time keep working like you have been. My dad went to the doctor today bacause he got hurt on the job.He fell 3 stories and hurt his back and now he has to have surgery.Then I heard my parents talking and they can't affored the bills so we have to move.I don't know if I should be happy or sad.I want to move I hate this town.But I don't know how to be some place different.

 

My dog katie she is a small dog and I have had her for 15 years.She is real sick and mom said we might have to put her down.I pray she will get better.Because who is going to sit with me at night.When I can't sleep.Or when I do sleep and have my bad dreams,Who is going to lick my face to wake me up.I don't know what to do without her.I belive in my heart that she was sent to me from God.I belive this because I found her wondering in the woods when I was a little girl right after we had got back from my Grandmas funeral.She was starving and when we saw each other she came right to me.Being a puppy you would think she would be scared.And she was scared of everyone but me.She has been by myside since then.She can't leave me now.I need her more than ever.

 

I had to take my little brother to the dentis today and when we were done there we went back to the car to find someone had punched my car winshild.I knew who it was right away.It's the same person my X boy friend who calls my house to hurass me all the time.I hate him.We called the police but no one saw him do it so.He got away.But after we got done talking to the police we got home and the phone rang.And his voice said I hope you like the work I did to your car.Than hung up.I wish I had a tape recorder to tape him.

 

In Three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life:"It goes on"!

yep no matter how hard it gets.It keeps going.To bring more things are way.

I wonder what tomorrow will bring.Maybe we will win the lottery.And my dog will get better.My dads back just heals it's self over night.And My xboyfriend gets a guilt trip and confesses to everything he has done to me.MAYBE!

 

My Grandma always told me If you can learn from hard knoks,you can also learn from soft touches.I think she was the smartest women in the world.But she also told me If i thought I was right about something I better stand for it and stick to it.She was real stubern too.

                                                       

I'm so sorry to hear about the added problems in your house. Hopefully your dad will recover and feel better soon. I can't imagine how your mom is handling all of this. Seems to be one thing after another for her. *sigh* I wish her all the strenght to handle all that's happening in her life as well.

Maybe moving would be the best thing for you. You'd get away from all those creeps and leave at least that part of history behind. I dunno where you live hun but you can call the phone company and tell them about the harassing phone calls and they'll put a trace on your phone and maybe even get the lazy ass cops involved (plz excuse me for that, I too live in a small town and know how they can be)

I'm so sorry about your pre-GED, but don't give up. You can't do anything without some proof of education. If there's a college around you a lot of times the students tutor for a little extra cash, maybe you can call around and maybe find one of them, call your local library, city/county school board and see if they know of anyone that does tutoring. It's certainly worth a shot, if circumstances allow it.

I think you're a good person and very strong willed and in this day and age that's a good thing. There aren't many good people left *sigh* and that's pretty freakin scary, if ya ask me. You stay strong and keep being one of the minority (decent person)!!!!

As for your Katie, I'm totally an animal lover. And it's sad to say goodbye to any of your beloved "babies" but there comes a time when they deserve not to suffer anymore. Just remember Katie is your bestest friend and she will always be with you no matter what, because you've got good memories of her. Those memories will last a lifetime.

Keep posting kiddo....does it seem to be helping you feel a bit better? Not keeping everything bottled up inside???? I hope so!

Be well hun, I hope things begin to look up in your house!! Until then be strong.

~Tina~