i havent posted in quite some time, ive spent alot of time thinking and just healing internally, it hasnt been easy, nothing ever is, my best friend passed away 2 years ago, and i was depressed, a depression i had never felt before and something i would never wish upon anyone, i still havent recovered but then again you can never recover from a loss of someone you care so deeply about
, i finally got the nerve to finally go to see a psychiatrist and it only took him about
20 minutes to prescribe zoloft 25mg for five days then to increase my dose to 50 mgs after the five days were done, but i have felt an increase in my mood, im not anxious, i dont get frustrated or angry but im not sure if thats the placebo or if im actually feeling that way because of the medication and ive only been taking it for 4 days so im thinking its the latter, but im still thinking positive but i am however having second thoughts in increasing my dose, im not sure how thatll make me feel because thank god i havent had any side effects with the 25 mg but im afraid that if i increase my dose the side effects will appear, im not even sure if zoloft was the right choice for me at this point, i admit ive always suffered from a bit of depression and on top of that i was anxious and jumpy and just never fit in but my adhd has to do with that also but i have never taken medication for it my doctor said zoloft would help with my adhd as well, im just confused, second guessing... i just want to be okay.
Post Edited (whathurtsthemost) : 12/8/2010 10:14:21 PM (GMT-7)